Soon, that's when

I'm alive again, I have been since November 2013, over a few days I just woke up and felt better and then a little bit more better and then that was it, alive again. It took me 'til January to return to normal, things were more psychologically more demanding that I had anticipated, then I scored that first goal, and it hit me, I'm alive, I really am. I dipped for a week in March and a few in September/October. What is my health problem? I don't know? Psychological after all that? I'd take that. Gerrard was still my metaphor, didn't he burst into life again. Now he's leaving, I hope he's not  still my metaphor. My goals have changed, or rather they have regressed. I'm selfishly seeking more, I want to be back at the top. I have good people around me, a good group that still retains the spine of my old one.