Unbelievable, incredible, how freaky as well

Ok, so somehow the last few weeks have shaped my entire season, I've mounted a challenge, a genuine challenge, yet I know there are things that I took for granted which must be restored. I'm under my own management, management that I believe is the best for me, and so far that is evidently true. There have been bizarre coincidences which have been puzzling to me, and at one point I thought I had ruined it, but my reaction shows potentially I can react positively to things not going my way, however I wouldn't place any assurity on it, and assurity isn't even a word. I made a call on tonight, and I was right, that scares me, puzzles me, and makes me wonder.

Now it's gotten interesting

Well, well, well, it appears as though history will always repeat itself, only this time I must be much more careful, that boy is an exaggerated parody and allegory of myself, because he is not me, I see him making his mistakes as he makes them, with myself I was unable to do this without hindsight. So, now what? I know that there are changes that must be made to have a chance, not nuances, but huge changes, potentially logistically, that is the dream after all. The last few weeks have been full of action, and they serve to remind me that it is possible still to mount a serious challenge, but, even if such an unlikely challenge is fought, am I confident enough to say I won't make the same mistakes as before if it doesn't go my way?