Person in charge

That's what 係 translates to, that's what I was sent when I asked who they were, back in 2007, now it could be someone else, or it could be the same person or group as it always has been, or at least I've assumed so. It's very difficult to find out more.

Are the goals of my past still the goals of my present?

I'm feeling very unsure, every now and then something strange happens and I feel compelled to document it, well, to document something, something that will trigger a memory and allow me to keep some recording of bizarre occurrences. Technically, I can achieve some of what was impossible just a few years ago, the resources are potentially available, well, not potentially, I could just go and get them. I don't think I'm really in a position right now to decide if that's the correct course of action, neither am I correct to contravene the goals of my past. I am not high enough yet, and for now, that's all I can try to change.